So ITS SURGERY!!/ IS COOTER A BAD WORD?!
Apr 30, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fp-7G5ombjk

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you guys and welcome to Tuesday why I've
been doing back-to-back videos lately
comment eyes but like I said just
whenever I feel intrigued to do a vlog I
will when I want to take a video down I
will
this is teeth I stopped we had to go run
and do some errands today for Ali's
business so I was like can we stop and
gave me a tree it's such a beautiful day
out though oh my gosh it is so beautiful
we still have to go to Costco at some
point this afternoon all he's actually
cutting up a turkey as we speak it's Rob
but he's cutting it up and then he's
going to piece the turkey like into
individual container type things and put
them in the freezer because clearly we
cannot eat a whole turkey at one time
for our family because we'd get the big
ones and so yeah I'm excited to see what
he's gonna do with it because I know
he's making some tonight so it's like
but we do have to go to Costco at some
point today and go pick up my medicine
and go get gas we stopped and got gas
from a small little gas station earlier
cheeks we were like out of gas but we
don't like doing that we usually go
straight to Costco cuz they're the
cheapest and we've been getting Costco
gas for a long time not a very long um I
wanted to show you I've been working
really hard on a couple of cups I have
one on the Turner machine right now on
its last coat of epoxy and then I just
finished one I am so excited how this
one turned out it still has to sit for
at 72 hour waiting period but I did
finish it and this one is for cat lady
aka April what is that
yes okay go put it in the garbage
oh okay that is not poop go put it away
though I don't know what it is put it
down
thank you was it boo but it was pretty
nasty anyways so it does have the
72-hour hold now it just has to sit but
I just want to show you guys how it
turned out but this is for April cat
lady she requested this cup so it just
says cat lady and she wanted to sell a
silhouette of a cat and she wanted her
name on it
so I did that and then she has a
surprise sticker underneath can't show
it because it's a surprise and then I
have this one that I am I just dropped
the the coating on it so now I am going
to be putting which I don't have it next
to me but it's a deer or an elk
I think it's an elk and then I'm also
going to put around forest trees so it
will have like an Elvis but I'm hoping
that this will turn out for like a
Father's Day gift but yeah that looks
like a melted chocolate I guess you
would say anyways so yeah there's that
and then I have a whole bunch of these
ones that I'm working on this only has
the first coat of epoxy I haven't done
the second coat yet so it starts out
like these big mouths and then like this
one is just this so far and then all
work on me some more stuff on it but
anyways yeah I've been busy with cups
lurkin not 5 no not really but I have
been working and I love him and the cup
that's on the Turner is all he was like
oh my god I think that cup is beautiful
I'm like I love it I love it every cup I
make I want to make one for me
okay so to bring you guys up to date
here on a few things so I have you guys
all in the same understanding as me
so the lady called me from my OBGYN
Department and/or the gyno appoint I
don't know what it's called
anyways they still have to do a surgical
removal so I don't get to avoid going to
the hospital and being put under because
if I'm understanding it correctly and if
I'm understanding it correctly because I
made her repeat herself twice to me
because I was like not understanding
this because I was under the
understanding we were okay we were gonna
go through with the just having the
procedure done where I go in they put me
under they remove the IUD and they put a
new one in Marina whatever I don't know
if they're all IEDs or I don't know
anyways so that's what we were going to
do but then I changed my mind I was like
you don't know I think I just want to go
ahead and make an appointment go into
the office have them remove the IUD and
then just not get nothing at all so I
had called yesterday I want to say it
was yeah it was yesterday I think I had
talked to you guys I didn't want to go
through with getting a new one I just
want to get it taken out well the lady
called me today she was like well it
still has to be done up at the hospital
because according to what he is seen on
ultrasound the marina is not anywhere
where it's supposed to be in fact he has
to go and find it but I was like uh
what'd ya say what don't repeat that
again I have an IUD just folding around
my body somewhere hmm am I good I have a
story about my nose um so I don't know
what that's supposed to mean cuz I was
like well does that mean I still have to
go to the hospital and be put under or
what and she's like
yeah.he so there's no way that they
would be able to do that with you awake
because it would just be too painful and
I'm like all right oh it's not expecting
that information so I guess we're not
going to be able to avoid surgery I
guess I have to go because like she said
he said that the Mirena is kind of m.i.a
where it's it's not where it's supposed
to be so I guess he has to go and fish
for it so if anything updates since then
then I will talk to them I did talk to
her about the mild odor that I have and
she said as long as there's no
discomfort and no discharge nothing like
that it should be fine
just kind of keep an eye on it but she
is gonna have a message sent to him just
to make sure but he'll probably want to
check me anyways before which he'll do
that at my pre-op appointment and my
blood work and all that before the
surgery the surgery is set for June 7th
I want to see it's June 7th um I don't
have the time yet the hospital will call
me with the time and stuff like a couple
days before but my pre-op appointment
isn't until May 20th so I assume I'm
gonna have this thing just floating
around my body until June 7th
now when I say floating around my body
I'm sure it's still in my uterus
somewhere it's just not in the spot
where it's supposed to be I do want to
address a couple of things first of all
you guys for all of you that have been
on my channel for as long as I've been
here you know there is nothing that is
too TMI for me nothing you guys tell me
is too TMI and nothing I share with you
guys is TMI yesterday when I shared the
story about the cooter stinking and all
of that we're all adults here first of
all my channel is not made for children
per se like I don't make my videos for
children this is a you know it is a
family vlog channel to a point but it
pretty much
we are talking about adult mannered
things medical things and things like
that so when I talk about a stinky
vagina
stinky whatever come on you know I I
don't think that's - TMI I think that's
a little like oversensitive if you
really feel that that's way too TMI and
if you notice I was laughing about it so
it was supposed to be something kind of
funny not to be taken so serious so that
is the first thing that I just kind of
wanted to address is that if I talk
about something that is medical or not
even medical but just in general that is
who I am I am above and beyond person if
you know me in real life you will
obviously you will know that about me
that I am one of those so you know
there's nothing that's too TMI for me
there should be nothing to TMI for you
guys I mean and I'm not saying you guys
as in everybody cuz there was a majority
of you guys that were laughing right
along with me and it's supposed to be
something funny you know but I had a few
people that kind of got their feathers
bent out of shape and I'm just like I'm
just kind of like uh alright you know
I'm supposed to be kind of funny not to
be taken so serious and I mean really
when you're talking about a stinky
cooter I don't know how that can be
really taken to funny but are too
serious
so anyways yes I am NOT gonna apologize
for talking about that yesterday and yes
the title was what it was it was not
clickbait I talked about a stinky cooter
it may not have been a directed to my
stinky cooter but it was a stinky cooter
that was in the comment and an in
subject so it does I mean you know I
just you know I just found it kind of
funny how it like really bent people out
of shape hey with me talking about that
but I'm just like I don't really see it
to be anything not really serious to get
upset about but yeah anyways so there's
that second thing is a couple people
have brought up and I'm just going to
address this really quick because it's
really nothing that needs to be
addressed because it's really nobody's
business but me getting in a marina put
in was not too
not to avoid pregnancy so much as we
were doing it to to help with my
endometriosis that I was diagnosed with
a month and a half to two months ago
something like that I'm all mixed in my
dates so when the marina's not working
it doesn't mean my husband needs to go
and get a vasectomy it doesn't mean that
my husband needs to go and do anything
you know he doesn't want to get a
vasectomy that wasn't even brought up in
conversation nor was it anything of a
subject but also if my husband doesn't
want to get a vasectomy just so say
that's his body he has the right to
choose what he wants to choose just like
I have my own body and I choose what I
want to choose so I would never expect
my husband to go and do something just
because something didn't work for me you
know what I'm saying so but that wasn't
any reason why we were even exploring
the IUDs wasn't because I was trying to
avoid a pregnancy so much as I was
avoiding the Marine are the
endometriosis symptoms sorry symptoms
that I get with the endometriosis that's
why we were going with the Mirena but it
has nothing to do with my husband having
a vasectomy and I'd really appreciate
people to stop bringing that up because
it really makes him feel uncomfortable
because that's you know making him feel
like you know he's less of a person just
because he's not getting a vasectomy but
that wasn't any reason we were doing
that so I just wanted to put that out
there so everybody that keeps making
that comment can stop because it's not
even in subject so I just wanted to
bring that up otherwise we're doing good
and in the Amy life journeys
neighborhood but no I'm doing really
good I'm having a great time you know
I've had a few people comment about you
know why I haven't recorded us taking
family walks well because the kids are
involved and I really am trying to keep
my kids off camera as much as possible
there might be
here are their but they're very quick
you know like very very quick inserts
and then it's off and that's for my own
personal bit of you know choice I mom I
have the right to make that decision and
I choose to keep my kids off camera as
much as possible so that shouldn't be an
issue and so if I don't record something
it's not that we're not doing it but
it's not I don't want to address it with
my children involved and also along with
that yes I have I you know I started
this journey with losing weight and I am
a work in progress I love that title
that I can hold above myself as I am a
work in progress
and right now I have chosen chosen to
take a break from the scale and I have
chosen to take a break from making that
be my common subject not seeing that
we're not you know still working on that
and not saying that it's not something
that clearly needs to happen you know
but I need to get taken care of these
medical issues and my mental issues
before I can really get the rest of this
wait hold on me done I need to focus on
so many other things right now that have
been holding me down I am still down in
my weight I have not weighed recently
and probably about three weeks I want to
say I want to say it's been about three
weeks
I still hold you know losing 72 pounds
and I don't know if I've lost I I don't
know I'm not paying attention to that
right this minute right now it's all
about my mental health and my physical
health that I have to get under control
before I can move on and focus more on
losing weight now that doesn't mean I'm
sitting here and eating you know Hershey
bars and ice cream and Burger King and
McDonald's and you know all sorts of
things that's not no I'm not going out
and binge
off of my food I'm not going and you
know I'm still being very cautious with
my health but I'm not putting it out
there is like a you know number-one
subject because right now there's so
many other things that I am trying to
walk through and I'm sharing those
things with you guys because I know
personally on this channel there are
many other people that have been going
through a lot of mental and physical
health as well so I think addressing
those things as well as continuing to
keep my health in vision and not lose
sight of what I'm doing but be able to
relax a little bit and just accept life
where I'm at right now with my physical
a you know my physical health and losing
weight and let me get rid of all this
other stuff I've been dealing with and
then get my mind clear and back again
then I'll be feeling better so you know
I just wanted to put that out there that
it's not like it's been thrown to the
wayside if I just don't talk about it
it's not because I'm ignoring it it's
just right now I have kind of stopped
having that has to be my number one
subject so it's not that I'm just
ignoring it or that I'm not thinking
about it or that it's not still being
address because it is being addressed
just right now it's being addressed off
of camera a little bit because I'm
focusing so hard on so many other things
that are going on with me but I don't
want you guys that think that I'm just
not paying attention to what's going on
around me because I am clearly and yes
look what my kids did I can't blame it
on a dog can't believe I can't blame it
on a bird my kids did this yes so they
got punished for it though they learned
their little happy lesson you know and
honestly you guys I don't even remember
where we were at in this book cuz it's
been
so long ago okay I found I think I found
where we're at at least this is where I
believed that we were at is on March 9th
who were you before you started putting
yourself last that person needs some of
your time and attention today
good reading who were you before you
started putting yourself last that
person needs some of your time and
attention today and I agree like really
I agree and you know I hate not to have
been reading this book and I have the
new book that I have ordered and it's
time to get back into those things and
start getting back you know into our
readings because I enjoy as I enjoy them
as much as you guys enjoy them so
anyways I am gonna close here and get
this edited and put up for you all I
hope you guys have a wonderful rest of
your day and I will check in with you
guys real soon mmm bye bye
